Beautiful, beautiful! Thanks for sharing. She is so beautiful and it looks like the boys kind of like her. The big test is how much Abner likes her. I hope I can see her soon.
Anyone who has met me knows that little things like smashed pillows on the sofa, crumbs on the counter, water spots on the faucet fixtures, crooked picture frames and dust bunnies don’t bother me at all. So what I am about to tell you may shock you. I few days ago ran out of crack, I mean Klean n’ Shine, a cleaning product from the 70’s that is so toxic it foams at the mouth but I can not stop using it because it cleans EVERYTHING and doesn’t streak and F you planet, I do a lot for you already, I LOVE KLEAN N’ SHINE. Anyway, I felt the can getting low and made a note to pick up a new can or 10 at the only remaining retailer brave enough to carry this cleaner, Star Market. I grab my cloth bags, see, I told you planet, and head for the market. I make my way directly to the cleaning aisle and scan the usual area only to find that there is no Klean n’ Shine. I try to remain calm but when I see that there isn’t even an empty spot where it is supposed to be, or a tag marking its old spot...
I'm back It has been just over two years since I have written here. A lot has changed, the followers I'm sure have diminished but I'm here, I'm still here. To say that I haven't thought about writing in these past two years would be a complete lie. I have thought about and wanted to write almost every single day. But the excuses...oh the excuses! Not enough time in the day. True I'm not in the right head space right now. True, but also all the more reason I should have been writing. I really just want to watch tv and zone out after the kids are in bed. So true When I sit down to write all of my ideas seems to drift away and I just stare at the same blank screen until my eyes must look away. True I don't know if what I write reaches anyone or if anyone cares. True I need to bare my soul but what if people judge me. True So why did I decide to finally start writing again? Because I can't not write anymore. There...
Just wanted to post a quick thank you to everyone who reached out to me upon hearing of my miscarriage. I can't tell you how much the personal stories, the emails, the flowers, the chocolates, and the support meant, and will forever mean to me! This was an emotional journey like none I had ever experienced before, surprisingly emotional in fact, but I am at peace. I know there is nothing that I or anybody else could have done to change the outcome, I truly believe our bodies know what they are doing. I trust my body now more than ever. Just in case you are curious, and I know you are. I have been doing weekly blood draws for 13 weeks now to follow my HCG levels down to zero and quite frankly, me and my shot up veins are over it. Since reaching a level of 7 my numbers have dropped only one point per week, ONE! So when I went in last week I was confident that it would be my last. Cue the lab calling to tell me that they lost my ...
Beautiful, beautiful! Thanks for sharing. She is so beautiful and it looks like the boys kind of like her. The big test is how much Abner likes her. I hope I can see her soon.
ReplyDeleteGorgeous. That picture with Ryan is so precisou.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations. I can't wait to read the whole story :)
Cheri, any time! Just give me a call and we'd love to see you
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